REAL SHIT IM DOING



Once again jealousy got to some our sisters Insecurity is not the fact that lies between each – other it’s not mere conscience either! What is it? The fact that deep inside Honesty has them! They are confused of what to do next so envy wants them to destroy! Instead of loving themselves, because they forgot what was to love about them (meaning themselves*) unless they have otherwise the skin of another next to them touching them, and maybe then harming them! So what they do is disrespect a Leader, a Lover! And this woman who is in balance afraid to commit to her before another called a (Man!) So the L word comes in mind (no pun intended*) But to allow someone to harm you just for love! Or someone to hurt you because you’re a natural born leader*, is insane! This woman wants a man but don’t want to need one! (No problem!) love yourself and stop disrespecting others who are associated with the L word as in Leader , or Love! Stop doing sneaky efforts that land you nowhere?! As the years can tell, you were the same back then and even worst NOW! So my sisters who are facing DIS PAIR BECAUSE THEY FEEL NO ONE CARES, this is for you!

STOP ASKING AND THEN RECEIVING BUT CANT KEEP UP YOUR GOOD NEWS STOP!

STOP RECEIVING AND THEN ACTING LIKE YOU DON’T KNOW ANYBODY NOT EVEN ME!

STOP BLAMING YOUR PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE MISTAKES ON PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU CRAVED FOR THE THRILL* BE HAPPY THIS TRILL DIDN’T LAND YOU IN THE HOSPITAL, LET ALONE THE MORGUE, AND STAY OFF THE AVENUE* MAYBE THEN YOU WILL BE CALM! AND STOP LOOKING FOR FAULTS IN OTHERS BECAUSE YOU DON’T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO, AND WHEN YOU DID! YOU DIDN’T DO IT FOR LOVE BUT FOR FEAR THAT NO ONE WILL SEE YOU!

STOP ACTING LIKE THIS TO A WOMAN (BECAUSE YOUR ACTING LIKE A MALE*) AND MAYBE YOU NEED SEX! GOOD SEX* LIKE A REAL MAN JUST GETTING OUT OF JAIL,

BUT REALLY STOP FUCKING WITH ME BECAUSE YOU’RE NOT READY FOR ME TO FUCK WITH YOU!

MEANING THE DEEP DECEPTION THAT YOU BRING ONLINE LIVE AND IN PERSON IS WHO YOU ARE! WE KNOW! THAT’S YOU* BUT DON’T THINK FOR A MINUTE A WOMAN A REAL WOMAN WOULD WANT TO FUCK WITH YOU*

Because only a man has time for that and DON’T COME BACK COMPLAINING WHEN YOU, OR AFTER YOU, OR DURING THE TIME* YOU GET FUCKED REAL GOOD!

FROM HARLEM BABY, BORN AND RAISED

AND STILL LIVING IN THE HOOD TO THIS DAY!

IN THE PROJECTS

KEEPING IT REAL!

FALL LIGHTS * ( REMEMBERING )

TODAY'S CLASS IS SIMPLY AS CHARITY IS CARING WITHOUT THOUGHT OF DEGREE*

TODAY I WOULD LIKE YOU MY SISTERS TO LIGHT ALL CANDLES (IF THEY ARE STILL ABLE * TO BURN) FIRST BY LIGHTING THE YELLOW, THEN THE ORANGE AND THEN THE BROWN!) WHEN I PROMPT YOU TO I WANT YOU TO BLOW OUT THE YELLOW AND THE BROWN CANDLE THAT WHICH WILL LEAVE ONLY THE ORANGE CANDLE LIT*(DO NOT BLOW OUT THE CANDLES UNTIL PROMPT!*)

FOLLOW THESE INSTRUCTIONS MY SISTERS”  

READ OUT LOUD AND FILL IN THE SPACE BELOW

NOW THREW THE STRENGHT THAT I HAVE

I ASK THREW CHARITY TO BE PLACED

IN A SAFE PLACE, FOR _______________________________ (YOUR NAME!)

NOW MY SISTERS BLOW OUT THE YELLOW CANDLE FIRST! AND THEN THE BROWN CANDLE!

THIS MY SISTERS IS YOU PLACING YOUR STRENGHT IN A SAFE PLACE.

NOW MESSAGE ME YOUR EXPERIENCE:

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GUESS WHO I MET?

HAVE YOU EVER MADE THAT CHANGE THAT CAN ULTIMATELY CHANGE YOUR LIFE AND YOUR LIVING FOREVER, AND ALLOW YOU A LIFESTYLE THAT YOU DREAMED OF? HOW WILL YOU TELL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE THE CLOSEST TO YOU? HOW DO YOU EXPLAIN TO THEM THAT THIS IS FOR YOU AND THIS IS WHAT YOU NEED! AND THAT THIS IS WHAT MAKES YOUR WORLD COMPLETE!

ASK YOURSELF DOES IT MATTER THAT THEY ARE NOT SUPPORTIVE OF YOU BECAUSE An EARLY GRAVE YOU COULD BE IN, BESIDES YOU ARE WHO~ AND OR WHAT~ COMPLETES THEM! NOT TO MENTION THEIR WORLD MAYBE?! SO NOW AND THEN, WE UNDERESTIMATE OTHERS* THE ONES WHO WE FEEL CANNOT POSSIBLY PUT US WHERE WE NEED TO BE!

KNOWING BELIEVES* AND WHO CAN DOUBT WHAT THEY SEE IN THE PHYSICAL REALM? REALLY!? BUT THESE PEOPLE HAVE FALSE DOUBT! MEANING LIKE THE OTHER ONES* WHICH WE WILL TALK ABOUT LATER! THESE FALSE DOUBT PEOPLE ARE SCARED OF LIVING; THEY OFTEN BECOME ANNOYING BECAUSE THEY JUST DON’T MOVE ON! BASICALLY THEY BELIEVE IT, BUT DON’T WANT TO RECEIVE IT! SO INSTEAD OF THEM MAKING LIFE HARDER FOR YOU, THEY ARE EMPLOYED INTO YOUR LIVING AND THEN THEY HAVE A SMALL JOB TO DO* THIS JOB KEEPS THEM WHERE THEY ARE COMFORTABLE AT BUT IT ALSO STOPS THEIR PAIN AND THE PAIN OF THE ONES THEY LOVE*

NOW THE OTHER ONES* ARE THE ONES THAT I LIKE TO REFER TO AS THE ONES WHO DON’T WANT THE HELPER TO RECEIVE! OH YEAH THEY BELIEVE! BUT SINCE ITS NOT THEM HELPING OTHERS IN THE WAY THEY WISH TOO~ THEY FEEL (TRULY) THAT THE PERSON WHO IS OUT THEIR HELPING OTHERS IS BENEATH THEM THAT THEY ARE SUPERIOR THEN THE HELPER! (THEY REALLY NEED TO GET A LIFE*) BUT HOW CAN THEY WHEN THEY ARE THE OTHER ONES!* THESE PEOPLE CANNOT TAKE WHEN AND IF YOU ARE A HELPER (RECEIVE) THEY ARE NOT ALLOWED IN CERTAIN CIRCLES OR GROUPS OR ASSOCIATIONS SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY DO NOT WORK WELL WITH A TEAM! THEY ARE SELFISH AND ONLY WANT PEOPLE TO NEED THEM! AND NOW WE HAVE THE (O) PEOPLE , YES I SAID THE (O) PEOPLE THESE ARE THE ONES THAT NEED PEOPLE TO NEED THEM (NOT A WANT!, BUT A NEED*) THESE PEOPLE FEEL THAT THEY ARE THE ONLY WAY OUT ! AND IF YOU NEED THEM THAT MAKES THEM FEEL POWER WHICH IS HOW THEY SURVIVED FOR SO MANY YEARS! BUT THESE PEOPLE DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PROFIT FROM BUSINESS THEY ONLY CAN GENERATE FOR YOUR BUSINESS! NO ONE CONSIDERS PUTTING THIS PERSON IN ANY POSITION THAT HAS TO DEAL WITH BEING A LEADER BECAUSE THIS PERSON MAKES EVERYONE FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE * NO MATTER WHAT THE SITUATION OR RELATIONSHIP! THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT TO BE IN AUTHORITY BECAUSE THEY WILL NOT AND CANNOT GET THE JOB DONE THEIR MIND IS OUTSIDE REMEMBER THE (O) AND THAT’S WHAT THEY GOOD FOR GENERATING ,FOR OTHER PEOPLE NOT THEMSELVES! SO DO THEY BELIEVE?  HELL YEAH! BUT THEY ARE TOO ENVIOUS TO HELP! AND THEY CANT TAKE IT FROM YOU WHEN IT IS GIVEN TO YOU, SO WHY SHOULD THEY PARTICIPATE? REMEMBER THESE PEOPLE ARE THE ONES WHO WAIT FOR YOU TO FAIL (SOUNDS CRAZY? NO!)(THAT’S WHAT MAKES THEM HAPPY! THEM FEELING THAT YOU NEED THEM* ESPECIALLY IF OR WHEN YOU REALLY DO!

NOW THE CHANGE IS ALLOWED TO GO THEW FOR YOU BECAUSE BEHIND DOOR NUMBER 2 IS GONE AND BEHIND DOOR NUMBER 3 IS GONE, GIVING MORE NEEDED FOCUS IN YOU(1 )BESIDES TWO PLUS 3 = 5 AND THEY WILL MAKE YOU LOSE A HELPING HAND IF YOU ALLOW THESE PEOPLE IN. NOT TO WORRY, BECAUSE THEIR TIME, MATTER, SPACE, IS NOW OVER AND NOW YOU DEAL WITH THE MASS

THE OTHER ONES WHO HAVE GUARANTEED BOTH SIDES WILL LEAVE NOW BECAUSE THIS IS FOR WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE* NOT THREW ENVY, JEALOUSY, OR HATE!

THIS IS YOUR WORLD! AND WHY WOULD YOU LET A SPIDER COME IN AND TRAP YOU?

ONLY IF YOU ARE WIDELY KNOWN AS THE WORLD WIDE WEB! AND THE SPIDER IS THE ONE WHO NOW TRUSTS YOU! (DEEP! HUH?) NOT DEEP ENOUGH ~ BECAUSE NOW THE SPIDER HAS CAUGHT THE FLY (FLIES) AND BROUGHT THE FLY OR FLIES* TO YOU! THE WEB.

NO MORE FEELING GUILTY OF FEELING LAZY.

NO MORE EXCUSES FOR NOT HAVING ENOUGH CASH ON HAND.

AND NO MORE YOU CANT HANG AROUND HERE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT FROM HERE.

NOW ALL OF THIS IS GONE AWAY.

AND YOU ARE NOW ACCEPTED RESPECTED AND PAID.

YOU ARE NOW FAMILY WITH THE ONES WHO LIVE OUTSIDE.

YOU ARE NOW ALLOWED TIME, SPACE, AND MATTER

AND YOU NOW ARE ON WHATS CALLED THE INTERNET. THE PLACE  (SOME )OF YOU CALLED THE STREETS, THE PLACE WHERE (SOME) OF THE  OTHERS ONES CALL THE GHETTO.

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Mercedes Blog: MY SISTERS CELEBRATE!: As today concludes our week long Fall Lights Workshop! Please inbox and email me as your progress Grows! This Fall Workshops will be online...

MY SISTERS CELEBRATE!

As today concludes our week long Fall Lights Workshop! Please inbox and email me as your progress Grows!
This Fall Workshops will be online as well as live by web cam! I will be giving live web cam readings as well as doing Live Streamed Workshops!
Its all about Growth* My sisters as this will be the Welcoming of my Light into your Light !
I will be sending out the schedule for Workshops that will be live online ! (web cam!) As well as workshops that can be done at anytime by you my sister(s) as your schedule permits* As most of you know I do also make Spiritual Baths, Candles, Beads, Bracelets & Charms as needed for the Spirit!
For more information  concerning the above products email mercede545@aol.com
and yes I make those products myself.
Being described as a psychic, a spiritual reader , tarot card reader, shell and herbs reader! yes palms also! is a gift but the purpose is for you! as Ive helped hundreds of people! daily. To do what you love for free is the real reward, Freedom being able to express yourself in all ways that identify YOU!
Like me there are many psychics spiritual readers, etc ! But there is only one Mercedes!
Mercedes Juarez! Readingsbymercedes, Ask Mercedes.
And by that meaning you are you! and as i soar to the place where iam being placed so are you! and if our passing meets? unique qualified am i to read you!
Thank you
Stay Blessed by staying Dressed my Sisters!
 Mercedes




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*FALL LIGHTS PURPOSE!

SISTERS WE ARE WRAPPING UP A WEEK LONG WORKSHOP

YES AND AS WE DO WRAP IT UP* WE WILL GO OVER ONCE* YESTERDAYS CLASS!

5 PEOPLE WHO DO NOT SUPPORT  YOU

AND 5 THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT THEM

THE 5 PEOPLE THAT MOST OF  YOU SISTERS MENTION WHERE FAMILY MEMBER(S)

AND THE INDULGENCE OF THE REFLECTION OF WHAT WAS MOST ADMIRING ABOUT THESE 5 PEOPLE WHERE AS LISTED IN (LIFE) MATTERS!

BUT WHOSE LIFE? MY SISTERS THEIRS OR YOURS?

AND AS WE MATURE INTO LIVING WHAT WAS TAKEN FROM THAT (LIFE) FROM THESE 5 MENTION PEOPLE , AND HOW COULD IT HELP YOU MY SISTER(S) REACH YOUR FALL LIGHTS!

WAS AND IS THEIR LIFE THEIR OWN ?

AND HAVE NT YOU LEARN YOUR OR A LESSON FROM THEIR TEACHING(S) LONG AGO?

THESE PEOPLE HAVE THEIR OWN LIFE AND AS FALL LIGHTS CONTINUE S MY SISTERS WHERE IS YOUR LIFE?

YES AND WHY AT THE TIME BEING DO THESE 5 PEOPLE STILL IMPACT YOUR LIFE AS A ADULT WOMAN (SISTER)? WHO AS A CHILD FEED ON THIS NUTRIENT AND SHOULD HAVE GROWN UNTO ITS OWN SEED*

NOW THESE SAME 5 PEOPLE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO DO NOT SUPPORT YOU(REMEMBER I ASKED FOR 5 PEOPLE WHO DO NOT  GIVE YOU THE SUPPORT THAT YOU NEED!)

NOW MY SISTERS WHY DO YOU CONTINUE LIFE'S LESSON REPEATING AS A CHILD STILL YEARNING INSTEAD OF LEARNING, THIS LESSON WAS TAUGHT BEFORE YOU SISTERS LEFT HOME etc* AND THIS IS LIFE*

NOW FALLING INTO SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE DUE TO THE SAME 5 PEOPLE WHO DO NOT  GIVE YOU SUPPORT NEEDED IS NOT THESE PEOPLE SAYING THAT THEY DON’T SUPPORT YOU, HOWEVER THEY ARE MERELY TELLING YOU,WE ARE HERE WHEN LIFE GETS TO BE TOO MUCH!

BUT KNOWING THIS IS A FALL ITSELF, IS A BIG VICTORY ! FOR THE LIGHTS (YOUR RIGHTS WILL BE IN AGREEMENT*) WHILE ACCEPTING THAT THIS SISTER (YOU) ARE NOT A CHILD! RAISING ADULTS, OR A CHILD LOOKING FOR A DADDY! IS STEP ONE. AS THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING OF FALL*(LIGHTS) ALSO REMEMBER THESE 5 PEOPLE ARE NOT YOU ,YOU HAVE YOUR OWN IDENTITY AND YOU MUST ACCEPT THAT, NOT TO MOVE BACK INSIDE OF THEIR HOUSE , BUT TO ESTABLISH YOUR OWN! BY WAYS OF ACCEPTING THAT NOW YOU FALL! YES FALL MY SISTER TO ALLOCATING (ALLOWING) WHAT IS NOT YET SEEN TO YOUR SPIRIT (HOLY SPIRIT) BUT REMEMBER MY SISTERS YOU CANNOT BE IN SOMEONE ELSE'S SKIN, HOUSE, NOT EVEN THE 5 WHO YOU SAID YOU LIKE BUT ALSO WHO DON’T GIVE YOU THE SUPPORT YOU NEED*

SISTER(S) BECAUSE HOW CAN YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED IN SOMEONE ELSE'S SKIN, HOUSE , HOME*

YOU CANNOT KEEP SEARCHING FOR SOMEONE WHO IS LIKE THEM ACTS LIKE THEM DRESSES LIKE THEM LOOKS LIKE THEM OR COMPARES TO THEM IN THE 5 WAYS YOU MENTIONED (MY SISTERS!) BECAUSE NOW YOU FALL!

ALLOWING WHAT  YOU NEED TO COME IN CALLED (LIGHT) THIS IS NOT FOR THE INSECURE OR THE THRILL SEEKER * THIS LIGHT IS COMMONLY KNOWN AS THE HOLY SPIRIT IN A PHYSICAL FORM MEETING YOU AFTER YOU SURRENDER TO THE FALL OF ALLOWING LIGHT THREW! THE SAME LIGHT THAT YOU MENTION THAT THE 5 HAVE THAT YOU ONCE DEPENDED UPON AS A CHILD NOT KNOWING ,BUT AS A SISTER , YOU NOW HAVE THE CHOICE OF ESTABLISHING A NEW LIFE, ONE THAT CAN BE GIVEN TO YOU BY WAYS THREW YOUR HOLY SPIRIT RECEIVED THREW THE 9 FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT. NOW I ASK YOU NOW MY SISTERS AGAIN DO YOU NEED SUPPORT FROM THEM ? OR DO YOU WANT SUPPORT FROM THE LIGHT! (THAT IS BEING PLACED IN YOU?

THIS ALLOWS YOUR LIFE TO CONTINUE NOT BY WAYS AND MEANS OF A INFANT OR A CHILD BUT THREW A SISTER WHO IS A WOMAN NOW TAMED NOT TO DISRESPECT OTHERS OR HERSELF WHY ACHIEVING THREW HER OWN LIGHT NOT BY THE (LIGHT*) OF OTHERS! THREW THAT WAY DARKNESS CAME THREW BECAUSE WHEN YOU WERE A SEED THE 5 PLANTED IN YOU NEEDED SOME LIGHT! BUT AS THE RAYS CHANGED (SUN RAYS) SO DID YOU*

 KNOW ALLOW YOURSELF MY SISTER(S) THE FALL LIGHT NEEDED TO START A NEW LIFE (THIS FALL) BY WAYS OF LETTING GO THE WANT OF A NEED / FOR THE 5 PEOPLE WHO YOU MY SISTER(S) SAID : DO NOT GIVE YOU THE SUPPORT  YOU NEED!) AND ALLOCATE (ALLOWING THE GATE TO OPEN UP FOR YOU! WHILE FALL LIGHTS PERMIT TO OPEN UP IN PHYSICAL FORM TO APPEAR TO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED*

AGAIN THIS CANNOT HAPPEN IN THE 5 PEOPLE  SKIN, BESIDES THEY WILL BE HAPPY WHEN THIS OCCURRENCE HAPPENS FOR YOU. AND MEANWHILE PAIN, ENVY, JEALOUSY, MALICE ETC CANNOT AND WILL NOT CONTROL AND DOMINATE YOU~ TO DO WHAT IS NOT RIGHT FOR YOU. (MY SISTERS) AND BY ALLOWING OLD LIFE TO MOVE OUT ~ YOU CANNOT AND WILL NOT HARM OTHERS DUE TO THE CHILD IN YOU NOT RAISED* YES SISTERS YOUR LIFE IS YOUR OWN RESPONSIBILITY AND YOU CANNOT TURN TIME BACK INTO WHEN YOU WHERE AN INFANT NOT KNOWING THE OUTSIDE WORLD, OR WHEN YOU WERE A CHILD NOT ABLE TO TAKE CONTROL OF YOUR OWN LIFE, BUT AS A SISTER WHO HAS RISEN NOT TO BE SOMEONE ELSE TO GET BY~ OR WANTING SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE BECAUSE YOU HAVE NEVER ACKNOWLEDGED THE 5 PEOPLE AND THE REPRESENTATION BROUGHT TO YOU IN AND DURING YOUR PAST * NOW BACKTRACK MY SISTERS AS OUR CLASS BEGINS:

TODAY WE FALL BY  LIGHTING THE YELLOW ,ORANGE AND BROWN CANDLE !

WE NO LONGER LIVE BY REOCCURRING MISTAKES MADE BY THIS INFANT OR CHILD OF THE PAST BUT INSTEAD WE ALLOW OUR HOLY SPIRIT TO BRING FORTH LIGHT NEEDED TO ALLOCATE THE SUPPORT WE NEED NOT WANT FROM THE FALL WE WILL ARISE MY SISTERS TO A NEW LIFE AND REPRESENT WHO WE ARE NOT THE 5 WHO HAVE NURTURED US SISTERS AS AN INFANT AND CHILD BUT TO ALLOCATE THE FALL OF WHO WE WERE AS OTHERS NOW SISTERS SMILE BECAUSE WE ARE NOW RISING FROM WHAT WAS INTO WHAT CAN BE CALLED (LIGHTS) FALL MY SISTERS LIGHT THE YELLOW CANDLE, NOW LIGHT THE ORANGE CANDLE AND NOW LIGHT THE BROWN CANDLE (WHEN PROMPT) NOW MY SISTERS LET THESE 3 CANDLES BURN CONTINUOUSLY UNTIL THEY ARE FINISHED THEIR JOB* AND DURING THIS TIME OF BURNING YOUR CANDLES MY SISTER(S) ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU ARE CHANGING AND I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM ALL OF YOU MY SISTERS !

Remember that candles can be dangerous around small children or children in general * so please never leave candle unattended!)