PERSONAL RELATIONSHIPS

I DON'T WANT TO DIE BY THIS MEANING I WANT THE FREEDOM TO COME AND GO AS I LIKE  BY NOT LETTING THE CALENDER ABSORB MY MIND AND HAVE ITS AFFECT IN MY LIFE NOT ALLOWING ME THE FREEDOM I DESERVE BECAUSE MY LIFE IS LOSS AND IAM LOSS FOR WORDS AS IAM PEACE! AND NOW I SERVE MY TIME NO MORE AS I WANT JESUS TO COME IN MY LIVING  THE LIVING THAT THE LORD SPOKE TO ME ABOUT THE LIVING THAT WILL ALLOW ME TO LIVE not shout!
AND AS I WAIT FOR THAT LIVING  knowing that THIS WAS A DREAM THAT I ONCE HAD*
 not to mention! (THAT'S TRUE*) i wish this would happen so my hell will be threw!
THREW ALL THE LIVING  IVE SEEN NOW I WOULD LIKE TO SEE A RIVER !
A REMINDER THAT MY SON IS SAFE (not a *slave) I WOULD LIKE TO REST AND LAY MY HEAD DOWN IN A DIFFERENT PLACE*
ESPECIALLY NOW THAT I KNOW THAT i lived long ago and i don't want to die no more!