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Thursday, August 30, 2012

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TODAY'S LESSON IS TO BE COMBINED WITH TUESDAY AND WEDNESDAYS LESSON ,PLEASE KEEP THAT IN MIND!


 

 

 

 

 

AS MANY OF MY SISTERS ARE NOT CONFUSED , THEY ARE JUST STILL IN DENIAL ; AS THEY GO THREW THEIR CHILD OR CHILDHOOD STAGES! ONE THAT NOW THEY HAVE TO FIGHT OFF AS A WOMEN DEFINED AS A MAN ~ THUS MEANING THAT INSTEAD OF BLAMING  OTHERS, BLAME YOURSELF! YES AS THIS IS NOT A CONVICTION OR SNARE OF THE TRUTH BUT TRUTH NEEDS BALANCE ON BOTH ENDS*

MOST SISTERS HAD VERY BAD OR STABLE CHILDHOOD(S) BUT NO MATTER WHAT THE FACTOR IS ~ IT ALL LEADS UP TO YOU LOVING THE CHILD IN YOU* NOT GOING OUTSIDE BEING JUDGEMENT OF OTHER THREW CHILDHOOD PAIN BUT ACCEPTING THE BEAUTY AND KNOWLEDGE THAT CAN BE FRAME AS A CHILD NURTURES LIFE! OUTSIDE THE WOMB!

THIS IS EVERY GIRLS DREAM WANTING TO BE A STAR IN WHAT EVER FIELD OR CATEGORY'S THAT LIFE CAN BRING. HOWEVER THIS CHILD CANNOT START TO MATURE THREW HATE AND ENVY*, LOOK AROUND YOU MY SISTERS OF FALL LIGHTS AS BAD HEALTH IS,  ( BUT IS IT? ) OR IS IT JUST THAT A LOT OF SISTERS WHO ARE OLDER JUST WALKING AROUND WITH HATE ENVY JEALOUSY BECAUSE THE LOVE THEY NEEDED AS A CHILD NEVER CAME! IS THIS DISEASE PHYSICALLY SEEN BY SISTERS OUT THERE STILL YOUNG WALKING WITH CANES AND STILL CARRYING THAT ATTITUDE * LIKE THEY HATE THE WORLD OR MAYBE THEIR STOMACH IS STILL FAT* AND WHEN THEY DO LOSE SOMEWHAT OF THIS *FAT AND THEN COMPLEMENTED THEY CANT ACCEPT THAT SOME ON E SAID SOMETHING NICE TO THEM; CALLED IN LOW SELF ESTEEM*(PLEASE) NOW WHAT DOES THIS HAVE TO DO WITH FALL LIGHTS WORKSHOPS? WELL AS STRESSED YESTERDAY HEALTH* IS NOW BEING AFFECT IN YOU BY WAYS OF THE RED CANDLE AIDING IN THE ORGANS THAT I REFERRED TOO* JUST SIT BACK AND ALLOW THIS TO WORK FOR YOU,BUT WITH THE MIND OF A CHILD YOU CAN RECEIVE THIS HEALING ! NOT AS a WOMAN FIGHTING OFF ITS ESSENCE ITS WARMTH ITS GLOW*

NOW I KNOW THERE ARE SOME WOMEN, WHO WHILE LIGHTING THE RED CANDLE (LOVE*) ENTERS INTO THEM MAKING THEM WANT LOVE. AND OF COURSE THE YELLOW AND ORANGE CANDLE GAVE YOURSELF THE COURAGE AND THE STRENGHT TO MOVE PASS THE PAST LOVE AND OR RELATIONSHIP(S) THAT WERE NOT GOOD FOR THE MIND, OBVIOUSLY AND THE SPIRIT (NOTICED!) AND THE BODY (WHICH IS NOW BEING ADDRESSED)NOW SOME OF YOU WOMAN WANT TO  HAVE YOUR WAY AND TRY TO MOVE BACK INSIDE OF THE OLD SOUL  WITH THE RED CANDLE BECAUSE YOU WERE TOLD RED WAS ONLY USED FOR LOVE?! NOW WATCH THE GAME BE PLAYED BACK ON YOU AGAIN, BELIEVE ME IF YOUR STILL HUSTLING YOU WILL GET CAUGHT BY THE GAME! (HUNTER*) BECAUSE THIS IS WHO YOU ARE AND YOU HAVEN'T LEARNED A DAM THING! STILL CHASING, BECAUSE HE GAVE YOU KIDS! OR YOU’RE BIG EGO! OR BECAUSE HE ACCEPTED YOUR CHILD (YOU) BULLSHIT THE BULLSHIT OF YOU WHINING AND CRYING AND THEN HIM FUCKING AND YOU SUCKING!

WELL GUESS WHAT THIS LESSON IS FOR ALL BUT DON’T THINK YOU ARE FOOLING ANYONE! NEVER WAS AND NEVER WILL! GO OUT THERE AND BE A HUNTER! AND WATCH YOUR PAST REVEAL ITSELF TO YOU /YOUR KIDS/YOU’RE FAMILY/LOVER/MAN/WOMAN AGAIN! AND THAT’S WHAT YOU DON’T WANT *WHILE EVERYBODY ELSE IS HEALING AND GROWING AND MOVING ON, HERE YOU GO WITH THE OUT AND IN BULLSHIT SCAM .WHY? INSECURITY* SCARED TO MOVE TO THE NEXT LEVEL* BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD POWER *BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD AUTHORITY* BECAUSE YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD?

WHAT WAS IT THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD? WAS IT A WORD? OR A SOUL?

THIS IS TO DAYS LESSON, CLASS!
ONLY THE BOLD CAN GO THERE.

I WILL BE WAITING TO READ YOUR ANSWERS______________________________.




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